Sunday 4 March 2012

Changes

I make myself laugh at times.  I was about to explain about all the times I've blogged and all the times and reasons I've quit.  Like you care...

I will begin this new blog with its new name much wiser than before.  Maybe not but its always a good way to think is it not?  I have the winter blahs and there is no doubt about that.  Enough already of this white shit.  It was beautiful in the beginning, but I am over it even though really its been a fantastic winter so far....

Soon I will be changing jobs.  I go from a half an hour drive to work to doubling that.  It will make it a long day but there are so many people who do it so I won't cry over it.  The big question is do I really want to go there?  I don't think I do but, unfortunately I don't have much choice.  Take what you can get these days unless you've got good connections or a great degree under your belt.  My connections?  They are taking me with them and it is an hour away.  Ah well....

When I was younger difficult choices never seemed to bother me however, that is probably a load of crap.  I think we remember things the way we want to remember them.  I'm sure I took on many responsibilities in my younger days but complained about as much I do now.  

Sorry.  I'm not making myself sound too positive am I?  I usually am, but I'm having one of my crazy days.  Changes.  Always.  Some good.  Some bad.  I'll be fine I'm sure but there are others I worry about  when they take place.  I won't see my girlfriend as much because she lives in another city.  She lives in the city where I currently work and staying over there then driving an hour and a half to work?  No, I don't think so.  But, we'll find our way around it.  I don't even know what hours I'll be working, but why worry now?  I'm sure everything will work out just fine.  And boy do I need the change.  

I'll try and write again at least twice in the next year..... (kidding)  :)